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A whole new meaning?

Today I gave a whole new meaning to “laziness.” Typical summer morning, wake up late, breakfast and kick back in do nothing. By nothing i really mean nothing. No thanks to my grounding, i slept all day, watched a couple videos on the internet and started my exercise. I was able to make it to 48 minutes of running/walking (mostly but walking, but whatever it still counts). After watching a couple peta videos on youtube tonight, I am a fully committed vegetarian! BRING ON THE WEIGHT LOSS. Other than that, while on my run, I happened to see one of my past flings. Needless to say, I sprinted as fast i could. He was one of those flings that you kept a secret, because god forbid anyone found out, my rep would be ruined. He was weird, and too forward for my taste but i kept him around since i was bored. Even called him up a couple times. I knew that as soon as i got home i would have a a read notification sign on the inbox on my facebook. Of course i did. He said and i quote “Thanks for running away from me..” I didnt wanna hurt the poor guys feelings so all i said was “OH?! that was you!?!” Playing dumb always works. Well for me at least, he bought it and I was safe from looking like a stage 5 biatch. I dont know, i just cant wait for senior year and the endless possibilities. Would everything change or stay the same? 


Happy 4th of july! I think?

Well its about that time, 4th of july, fireworks, fun, family. Oh the contrary, my life doesnt really work out that way. After my mother and I spent all day cooking for the annual BBQ which consisted of just one of our close friends, (the husband and his daughter) my dad decides to pull an oldie and not show up to the bbq because of last nights arguement/brawl with my mother. Highly embarrassing, but highly expected. Anyways, we sat down for dinner, Lynn and I watched a bad horror film, and they went home. BUT of course they couldnt leave without having to deal with one of my parents BS. My parents of course had t o bring up their problems in front of our guests. Let me just tell you, holiday cannot go by in my family without an altercation. Dysfunctional is our middle name. On other matters, matt wont leave me alone, texting me every night the “i want to see you” meaning “i wanna bang” and i just hit him with that “dont you always.” I swear i dont know what it is with this kid. He can just never get enough of my rejections. Its like he keeps coming back for more. Always giving me weird, uncomfortable text messages. Oh and there he is again. Worst of all, this guy used to hit on me when he had a GIRLFRIEND. I hate guys that do that. like do you have no heart? No morals? Get over yourself. Over the past couple months I used to just laugh to myself everytime i saw him tweet about how much he loved your girlfriend. So contradicting to the texts he sent me the night before. Oh well, now they’re broken up. Good for her, shes way too nice, and some guys just never learn. 

does this even count?

Is it bad that I feel the need to blog twice in one night? I dont think so. Not in my case at least. Mom and dad started fighting broke the glass stove. WE’RE ALL STARVING TO DEATH. jk. i dont really care since i came to the decision this evening that i was going to be a vegeatarian. I dont know, maybe its me really wanting to lose 20 pounds or just because. im gonna go with really wanting to lose 20 pounds. Anyways, new guy came up this evening. lets call him the infamous ND. He’s one of those really hot guys who deserves to grace the covers of GQ. He’s chill, quiet, and totally inviting. He liked my fb picture tonight so i assumed he totes wanted me. right? Whatever im taking it as a green light and making him my senior year quest. Even though one of my bestfriends says she calls dibs on him? I dont think so. I’m still keeping him on my radar unless the girl code needs to be enforced. well thats all i wanted to write for tonight. goodnight bloggers who are not reading my posts.

Am i better now?

Hmm.. as the days go by I seem to feel better and better. I had a job interview today and luckily I get a second interview on friday. But on another note, I went to an orientation for give kids the world, which is where i will be spending most of my summer ( the rest of it at least) volunteering. Being there made me realize how foolish my problems were, i mean these were kids with real problems not knowing how long they will live. it made me really sad but opened my eyes. From now on i will think differently about my pitiful little problems, such as boy drama, girl drama, all drama. Speaking of boy drama, T, lets call him T. Well he texts me, i see it, i dont have my phone, so i do the obvious, send him a facebook message asking ” hey did you text me?! 🙂 ” and what do i get? NO RESPONSE, and even worse i could see that he read it. was the smiley a little bit too much? whatever. he’s going off to college in the fall and hopefully I wont have to see him again. And then theres the EX who was never really an EX but someone that I wasted 5 intimate months with. We stopped talking for awhile because i was convinced i hated him, but recently we talked and everything was all better, does that mean things will change when we go back to school? Only time will tell.

Series of unfortunate events

well, its my senior summer and what do ya know? I’m grounded for life. By life I mean all of senior. Which in theory IS my life. You have your typical pathetic cliche story, I came home drunk and mom and dad just so happened to be awake. Not only was I interrogated but im allowed no friends, no cellphone, and no going out. And to think, the reason why i was drunk was because i was at my best friends surprise party which I THREW FOR HER. I think that’ll be the last time I do anything that nice because I end up getting karma. and not good karma. My senior summer will consist of working(job interview tomorrow) volunteering, and doing my unfinished online classes. while all my friends seem to be enjoying the rest of their summer grounding free, i get to sit back and “take one for the team.” Its funny, all i got from them was a pathetic ” omg that sucks i am sooo sorry.” Ugh. whatever. a year from now, i wont ever be talking to 99.2% of these people anyways. well i think that pretty much sums up my first post about series of unfortunate events. goodnight.